Probably 2 or a bit more years old, this was the first really full song i felt i had written.
the first lyrics i had were just "im not happy here, im not welcome here, i just want to go home" i remember belting this while playing my guitar dancing around the house. It was the first time i really felt like i was onto something as i can remember
lyrics
i'm not happy here
i'm not welcome here
i just wanna go home
i'm not happy here
crushed against a fucking wall
i'm not happy here
i'm not welcome here
i just wanna go home
with the needle in my head
i collapse onto my bed
drowning out the noise
till i am found dead
with the needle in my head
i collapse onto my bed
drowning out the noise
till i am dead
here it goes again
i've turned around
you hunt me down
what's lost is never found
here it goes again
i've turned around
you hunt me down
what's lost is never found
i melt away
disintegrate
forgotten to my time
forgotten to my life
i'm not happy here
crushed against a fucking wall
with the needle in my head
i collapse onto my bed
drowning out the noise
till i am found dead
with the needle in my head
i collapse onto my bed
drowning out the noise
till i am dead
here it goes again
i've turned around
you hunt me down
what's lost is never found
here it goes again
i've turned around
you hunt me down
what's lost is never found
i melt away
disintegrate
forgotten to my time
forgotten to my life
here it goes again
i've turned around
you hunt me down
what's lost is never found
here it goes again
i've turned around
you hunt me down
what's lost is never found
the time is up
its over now
everything that is built
will crumble down
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